Na? Na!

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It's tightening its grip by the second, smothering me to the point right before death. Then it lets go, just for long enough a time so that breathing gets back to how it must be. But that doesn't last for any longer than a second. It comes back again, in a way that's way more powerful than the last time. Yet, somehow, I don't wonder anymore. I'm used to it. Well, it's more like I'm addicted to it. We're addicted to one another. In a sense, you could say I love it; you could say it loves me. I don't know what it is, though. That's no problem, for it's always been here. And also there. That's all that matters. This is everything.

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